Hello friend, Liz here.

Tuesday morning, as I drove home from dropping my kids at their public elementary school, the sky caught my attention: there, in the center of my windshield, barely the size of a fingernail, I saw a bright white streak of cloud, pointing in a straight line to the ground.

This was no puff of airplane exhaust.

Something had left the stratosphere and was headed toward dirt.

I decided to follow the visitor as far as I could. I had grand ideas of parking right beneath the falling object so I could watch its descent, and then hunting around for its landing place—a souvenir of heaven. So as I wound through neighborhoods of condos and passed grocery chains, the trail of smoke held my gaze.

I thought of the learned men from Africa who sought the immaculately conceived infant and the star that had led them north. The Africans must have traversed both jungle and dunes on camelback to visit the toddler. And all the time, they locked their eyes on the expanse above them.

The sky in my part of the world is a yogi stretching beyond belief: all blue and wide angle and encompassing. In the northeast where I grew up—really, anywhere near the coasts—the sky shrinks. As you lose altitude, fog, clouds, skyscrapers and oaks all contribute to a reduced sightline.

But here in the western United States—and likewise on those desert plateaus crossed by the wise men on the way to the Christ child—the sky has no single horizon.

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Following this cloud in my car reminded me of this fact: the horizon plays tricks. The object in the sky which appears only a football field’s distance from you, might be, in reality, miles from where you stand.

As I drove on, I watched the remnant of heavenly body shrink, presumably breaking apart in the heat of its descent. The cloud was losing height and as it did, it became harder to see.

I found myself second-guessing: is that a cloud or a smudge on the glass? Was it only ever a trick of light? Should I pull out my phone for a photo to remember it by?

But almost as soon as I realized it was disappearing, then I couldn’t find it anymore. Poof, the trail in the sky had dissipated without any evidence of having arrived in the first place.

I turned my car around and drove to the top of a nearby hill, in hopes of locating my cloud once again (maybe it had been blocked by a tree?). This hill belonged to the nearby hospital, who had plans to expand their operations to this field. Heavy machinery had tracked along the dirt, bending tumbleweeds in its wake, and coming dangerously close to a rundown wooden gazebo that I’d become attached to on my drives between school and home.

I leaned across the steering wheel. I searched the light blue sky. But I could not find the cloud that I’d been following.

Had this been a meteorite at all? And had it ended its journey across galaxies here?

Probably not. Probably the cloud was no more than the remains of a broken satellite—or some other bit of space trash—reentering orbit in a transcendent whoops. Probably I hadn’t witnessed a transcendent visitor at all.

But maybe I had. While our species is awfully good (terrible?) at trashing the beauty offered to us, we can also perform the opposite feat.

We are, after all, the species who both conceived of and built the Hubble telescope.

Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, the Jesuit priest and scientist, has been quoted as saying, “The world has little by little caught fire in my sight until, aflame all around me, it has become almost luminous from within… By means of all created things, without exception, the divine assails us, penetrates and moulds us.” [sic]

He’s putting Psalm 19 in his own words: “The heavens declare the glory of God… They have no speech, they use no words… yet their voice goes out into all the earth.”

Both the psalmist and Teilhard de Chardin are saying the same thing: that you can catch a glimpse of God driving home from your kid’s elementary school in your mid-size SUV, if only you’ll stop to stare. ;-)

Glory everywhere, for the taking. Do you see it, too, my friend?

Thanks for reading. Warmly, Liz Charlotte Grant

P.S. More deconstruction stories coming in June. (I hope.)

P.P.S. Many thanks to the Lectio 365 writers for first pairing the Teilhard de Chardin quote and Psalm 19 together!

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#2

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#4

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Just for fun…

Make Dutch Babies with Youtube chef, Chef John. He’s a delight, and you’ll have an excuse to have friends over for brunch. ;-)

(Thanks to Gawker for pointing me toward Chef John!)